Last week I went on a missions trip to Philly. Going into the trip, I wasn't very excited cause honestly, it's 15 minutes away from my own home so whats exciting about that? People always talk about the excitement of waking up at 3 in the morning and getting on a 5 hour plane trip to Guatemala or Mexico, and there's nothing wrong with that, but not until this week did I realize how much we need help in our own city.
I realized that the very first day we were there when we went on a prayer tour. I was taken around the town with one of the interns, Andrew. He took us to different parts that I've never been to and places I have been that I never even realized need prayer for. He just really helped me realize how much I can be praying for Philly.
Then, we had our first "Club" time. That's when I saw the love, and passion in every single person working for the Project. Though, when we first came, all the guy interns were crazy with energy and joy it was once we started worshiping, when I realized how much passion they have for God.
I've always struggled with letting myself go in worship, it's something I've been working at for years. It's just funny how the first night of worship this week, I felt so free, and accepted. Just the passion in all the interns worship was so uplifting. I just wanted to jump and lift my hands for Him!
And then, we started working!
I got the opportunity to meet the very "agile" (as told by my dear friend, Julia:) Ms. Lera who has struggled with being a hoarder. So, I was like great. I'm gonna be cleaning and throwing things out all week. But, we didn't end up doing any cleaning at all. We got to scrape, prime, and paint the outside of a second story window. So, we were out front all week, with just 5 girls. Pretty much every single day we had multiple people coming up to us, asking if we needed water, help, or just commenting that we're doing well! And one man actually got out of his car to take a picture of us to put on facebook since we were 5 girls working with no men! God really blessed us with such uplifting people all week! I don't think I would have such an amazing week without all those people.
Our last night together we had "Covenant" night. What happened was, we went up to one our leaders, I went to a close friend of mine, Sarah. First, she started painting my hand while she was talking to me about life and our friendship. Then, I put my hand print onto a poster with everybody else's hand and promised to God that I would put all my trust and hope in Him. That was really a spiritual "defining moment" in my life. UI just felt like such a new person.
We also had small groups every night. I'm so thankful for my friend and sister in Christ, Darlena. We were really pushed to completely open up and share whats on our hearts on day 1. And that's what I did. I never would have thought I would be able to be so open with a group of people, but I thank God so much that I was. I never really thought I could cause I thought I would be judged and not accepted but I was, instead, loved and accepted. And now I know I have a group of people accountable of me, and I thank God so much for that.
None of them are probably ever gonna read this but I just want to thank all the interns for how much they've impacted me. Every single one of them impacted me in some way this week and I don't think they'll ever know or understand. Words just can't describe how much energy and love they showed me from the second I walked out of the car. I just felt so loved and accepted and again, words just can't describe how much I'm gonna miss them all.
But I got to talk to the director of the Project and she said I could possibly Junior intern next summer, so we'll have to see what's in store for me:)
I just have to say, this week was honestly the highlight of my year. I can really say I grew so much in my faith. And I know people say "I grew so much" and then a week later, they're back to how they were before the trip but I can honestly say I am changed for the better. And I know that doesn't mean I'm never gonna mess up again, cause I am. And I'll never be perfect but I know that by the blood of my Savior Jesus Christ, I am saved and all my sins are forgiven.
I am never gonna forget this week.
Tomorrow at 6 in the morning we're leaving to go to Utah to see Zion national park then we're headin to CALIFORNIAAAA!!!!<3<3<3 We're visiting my cousins but I have no idea what we're gonna be doing..other than surfing though!! I cannot freakin wait!
Words cannot describe my excitement. I just want to leave already!!!!
This dog killed a ground hog right in front of us. It was terrifying! But I still love him<3 I miss Roman the most though..I just remember as a kid, my dad would make breakfast for us, and I would take a plate full of bacon and sit under a table with Roman and give him all the bacon. I miss that dog<3
Band means so much to me. I'm so thankful I've been given the opportunity to be in it, and get to know all these people!! Seeing the senior's leave is soo hard but I can't wait till next year:)
I went to Tohickon Valley yesterday...and it was a disaster...
It would normally take about a half hour to get there, instead it took us 2 HOURS! We got lost waaay too many times. And plus, we were only going to check it out to see if it's good to have our hangout day there..
it was still pretty, though!
Puppy in the window<3
Flowers are my best friendssss
mah friends
I want to live somewhere like this...someday...
I know nobody actually reads this...so I guess I'm talking to myself buuuut that's okay!!! I think I want to just have this blog about my life and stuff..So we'll see what happens..
Tomorrow I'm going to Tohickon valley annnnd I'm going thrifting!<3<3<3<3 I'm also gonna try to take my camera everywhere...or as many places as I can!
OPENING NIGHT IS TOMORROW. I can't believe the shows tomorrow! All week it didn't feel like it was this Friday but this morning I woke realizing IT'S TOMORROW and now my stomach's going a lil' bit crazy. I can't believe it's tomorrow. I just can't. I just can't, I just can't, I just can't. It doesn't feel like it is at all! (except for the fact that I gotsta ton of butterflies!!!!) oh boy.
And mine..wah wah waaah I can't wait till it grows back!! But I hope my hair grows back the same. What if it grew back and it was just wavy???? is that possible?? I would probably cry for hours. I just miss my hair!
I'm getting ready for 13 hours of rehearsal this weekend! I'm SO excited...Actually I'm not... 13 hours is too much! I really hope the shows turns out well, though...For 13 hours of rehearsal in two days, two weekends in a row it better! But, we do have a pretty darn good cast if you ask me;) I'd also say you should come see my show cause that's what I usually do for shows but, not for this! It's ridiculous to have to pay 20 bucks for a community theater show! (no matter how amazing the show is, like ours...)20 bucks is a lot! hahahaha so don't plan on coming:) teeheeeeeeee
Meet my best friend, Snickers. I'm probs gonna be posting about her a lot cause you know, she's my best friend. It's nice having a friend who you can talk to about anything without being judged<3 livin' the life!!
Let me just start off with saying yesterday was AMAZING. Today's weather kind of threw me off a bit..Spring needs to hurry up! But, I found this little sucker in the woods behind my house:) I cannot wait for spring!!!